Can I Just Say Goodbye To July Now?

I can't wait for July to be over. TheHusband's youngest brother died of aplastic anemia. It was horribly quick. Well, it wasn't really -- such conditions do not happen overnight. He had blood transfusion during the weekend, which his body rejected, and he died Tuesday morning. He was so young, so very young that it seems illegal. Yeah, I know I'm not making any sense. It's just that I couldn't wrap my mind to the fact that he's already dead. The thought of him gone is so unreal. Among his six brothers, I've always felt that he is TheHusband's favorite, and understandably, TheHusband is forlorn.